inner ramblings, poem


I sit in front of my monitor
And stare
And stare
And stare
I poise with a pen to write in my notebook
And stare
And stare
And stare
I stand in front of an audience
And stare
And stare
And stare
I sit on the bus
And stare out the window
I lie in my bed
And stare at the ceiling
I sleep and dream
And stare at nothing
Couldn’t find any difference
Between a dream and reality
Staring at nothing
Thinking, unthinking
inner ramblings, poem


Like a calm ocean

On a sunny day

Like the vast seas


And some days

Gray clouds

And dark sky

Storms rage

While birds hide

Waves rise

As lightning strikes


And lies

In her eyes

And smiles.





inner ramblings

I Wonder

I wonder what he’s doing right now. I wonder if he’s happy. I wonder if he thinks of me even if not as much as I think of him. I wonder if he’s getting what he needs. I wonder if he ever gets lonely. And I wonder what he does if he gets lonely.

I wonder if he has somebody special. Someone he often talks with. Someone he often thinks of. Someone who inspires him. Someone who makes him smile everyday. Someone who gives meaning to his music. Someone who makes his heart ache. Someone he misses and desires. Someone he yearns for. Someone he longs for.

I wonder if we’re meant to be together. I wonder if he’s the one for me and I’m the one for him. I wonder if God will ever give us a chance. I wonder if love will grow between us. I wonder if God has any plan to bring us together. And if He does, I wonder if the right time will come soon. I wonder if I will love him forever. I wonder if he will love me forever.

I wonder…