PERHAPS

PERHAPS

Perhaps I am wrong. Perhaps I am right. I am always unsure. You are so secure.

Perhaps this is wrong. Perhaps this is right. But I have to go. For your sake and mine.

Perhaps you care. Perhaps you don’t. Who the hell knows? You never leave a clue.

Perhaps I’m blind. Perhaps I’m not. Your acts tell it all. I’m just an invisible wall.

Perhaps I’m mad. Perhaps I’m sad. You make me so unsure. Only love is sure.

Enough of the rant poetry. I’m sorry. I am just so troubled these days. But I’m better now. Perhaps putting love aside is the best thing to do right now. It just seems impossible to not-love. It’s the best gift I’ve ever received from God in my whole life—to love. It pushed me and drove me to be who and what I am today. It made me do things I’ve never imagined I would ever do. I’ll never regret loving someone even if I wasn’t loved back. I badly wanna let go and let God do what He must do. Let Him be the One to take back the love that’s ought to be His or for the one He destined for me. Who knows what He’s gonna do? Until then, time be my friend.